fahh i'm missing u's liek badly iono why man xD its liek i'm missing sumfing in my life on da weekends I NEED LAUGHTER MAN !! x] no wonder i lovee skOol so much well not da educating part buh da sOo called "muck around" ! blerh .. jus 1 mre day ryt =D x]

missing u's HEEEPSSS !

hello, goodbye.    

oh man... why is this freaking happening?!?!1 just read the last entries... so bloody SAD AND DEPRESSSING.. yes, i know our little group has had many ups and downs and stuff and we always eventually get through it somehow.. yeah its true.. all friendships, relationships have their ups and downs and this is probably one of them.. we'll all get through it somehow.... and..WHAT THE HECK DARLENEE?!?! ITS NOT GOODDBYE!!!!!!!! WE ALL STILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH MAN!!!!!!!!!!! its NEVERRR GOODFLIPPINGBYE! and yes, i gotta admit, our group is defenetly falling apart at the moment ever since trang, sarah, kristel and jenny left.. it just left a BIGASS gap in the group.. and everything felt different after that.. {BTW, I MISS U GUYS HEAPSS!!} yeah.. i seriously dont know what to say anymore.. eveything thats happening in our use-to-be happy chappy group i want it to stop already!! cant take it any longer.. all this crying,  pissyoffness, fights EVERYLITTLETHING i want it to just end already!! i know not everything is gonna be perfect but we can at least try..right?? uh man.. this majorly sucks.. i miss all the laugther, happiness and esp. FUN we all use to have together. man.. this blog has gone all depressing.. i just wanna say that this SUCKS HARDCORE. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL TO DEATH AND YOUSE GUYS ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME ALRIGHTY! well, this blog is OFFICIALLY dumped. just hope that everything goes back to the way it was before.. 

everyday i ask myself why did we end up being dis wayy .. da feeling .. da pain .. everything i once almost gave up everything buh not on u guys u guys shud nOe i love u alott .. i kare fOh u .. i'll always b dere no mattah wah ..

no mattah how far i amm .. u guys are my wun n onnly buh how can i doo dat wen everywuns fallin apart like diss wats hard foh mee to believe .. to understand .. i lovee u guys endlessly n equally .. u guys practally showed me half of my life .. n i wna continue .. buh dere no hOpe nao .. its ends hiaa .. hu do aii turn to .. why do aii see tears in my eyes every nytt .. why do i cum to u guys wanting to cry ..  

everything cannot change bak to its normal self bcos i realised nao dat we can't .. we jus can't .. i dun wna hear u guys sayin i wna diee .. i hate dis lifee bcos were not perfect why can't we except dat ? sumdayy it'll evetually go bakk jus evetually .. no doubt tho .. if ur jus gna chuck words at urself ur jus gna make it mre complicated .. plz dun >< .. cos i'm sick of feeling dis pain .. its hurts so bad ..

I promise I'll be a good person
That I'll always listen to every word that you may say
No I won't neglect you but only respect you
And give you the love that you need
Babe please say that you love me
Please say that I'm everything to you
Please say that you miss me
As much as I miss you
now baby believe me
I gotta be everything to you
And baby just trust me
I swear this is the truth ..

the last blogg really touched me .. like woahs ..

uuuummmmmmmmmmm ..... ummmm....... ummmmmmm.....
ii wanna sayy things on this bloody er... blogg thingo .. but like .. ermm... yeahh ..

ums .. wellss. . i juss wanna sayy ... im gunna miss you guyss heappsss and ii have left the group.. and yeahh, im gunna miss the laughs we had everydayy ALYSA ! lol

hahahaha i love you guyss =] wells .. i gues . its just goodbye ..
not goodbye forever .. we'll still have laughs and still be friends forever, but i know it aiint gunna be the same .. well .. mabe .. mabe not .. 

we'll juss see waht happens in the future   ..

xoxo Darlaa

i never thort anything wood change
i never knew it wud turn out like dis
i fOrt our friendship was strong
i fOrt we woodn't give up on anything
and how ppl cums in n out n destroys us
i still fOrt will b strOnger ..
no mattah wah ..
i guess wun part jus torns us in between
goin seperate ways ..
hating each oder in anuda way
dissapointed .. buh never says
deres always us ..
u say 1 or 2 words n u'll b fine
buh nowun evah did that ..
you dunno how much it hurts
wen we fall apart ..
getting pissed at each other ..
no friendship is evah perfect
jus liek ours ..
we do stoopid crazy things
keepin memories ..
bfOh it woss all bunch of laughter
i guess it ends hiaa .. >< !
wish it nevah did ..

BOBBY TINSLEY - i'm missing you

Ohh babe...
Ohh babe...

The nights are long,
My days are cold,
Without the warmth you provide me when I hold,
You in my arms, feels so long ago,
When you were there...
I think a teardrop just fell down..

I really wanna come to see you,
I really really wish I could,
Maybe in a couple weeks,
It’s only a couple weeks...

But even know I get to,
It’s 14 days I gotta get trough (it’s too many days babe)
And I’m really really missing you..

And I miss, miss, Miss..
I’m missing you..
And I don’t know..
How I’m gonna make it trough..
But I gotta, gotta,
stay strong for us two..
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside and I fake a smile..
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do (that we do..)
And I’m really really missing you,

You, you..

Baby when you’re near,
All of my visions clear.
But like a magic show,
I blink and than you disapear..

And I frequently,
Envision of it would be..
To have you alone with me..
Give me a moment so I can breathe ..

Ok.

I really wanna come to see you,
Baby I wish I could ...(Wish I could..)
Maybe in a couple weeks (It’s only two weeks)
It's only a couple weeks (But the problem is..)

Even though I get to..
It's 14 long days that I don’t have you.. (It’s too many days babe)
And I'm really really missing you..
And I miss, miss.. Miss
I’m really really missing you.
And I don't know, (I don’t know)
How I'm gonna make it through.

But I gotta, gotta ... (Gotta)
Stay strong for us two.
I'm a man,
It's a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside and I fake a smile,
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles.. (How many miles)
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do.. (The way that we do)
And I’m really really missing you (Missing you)

Cuz maybe one day babe,
Not too far away,
We can turn, all our dreams into memories.

(Not gonna be like this forever right?)

Baby we'll have that home,
Stars stares, all that we share..
Too many nights, over the phone.

I really wanna come to see you (uhuh)
Baby you know I do..
Maybe in a couple weeks (I’ll try)
It's only a couple weeks (Can’t promiss..)

But even know I get to,
Still don't wanna be away from you..
It’s too many days babe,
And I’m really really missing you.

And I miss, miss, Miss..
I miss you..
And I don’t know (I don’t know)
How I’m gonna make it trough..
But I gotta, gotta,
Hold strong for us two (strong for us two)
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside (I’ll go outside)
And I fake a smile (I’ll fake a smile)
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do..

And I’m really really missing you....

hOpes everything is bak da wayy it wos n how da moment wos like bfOh no changing .. no conflicts .. no tears .. cOs aii really can't take it anymre myself >< !

Greetings, fellow nutheads. since this blog is on the stages of being ditched.. AGAIN i guess its all up to ME to keep it alive once more..BLAHH!  anywho, lets see..lets see... what to write.. blah. oh, almost forgot..HAPPY 15TH TO ZAREEN TODAY && HAPPY 14TH TO MONICA TMRW!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!  just another..... 4 more years (if my calculations are correct....) until u can have  LEGAL sex. YAY!   apirjceqfdoughep anyways, im out of stuff to type.. farewell assmoles. UH YEAH, wat the HECK is this?!?! ------->  ???? tip ROCKS!1  !!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BDAE TIFFANY!
4 tuesday 130606 hehe LOVE YOU WOMAN !